I always jump ahead of myself. I always have these plans and dreams to do something bigger than myself. I want to do something bigger.
Currently, I am teaching in NY state. Now, I am not certified by the state since my school never required it of me. Private schools can do that sort of stuff. But, now my brain is working. I am looking to move back to Seattle. Yep. That’s right. I am thinking of doing it.
But, I am so scared.
I am so scared of rejection and feeling alone. I am so scared of going out to Seattle to be denied the job! I am so scared of leaving where I am at. It freaks me out and leaves weird feelings inside. My stomach hurts from typing it.
Why must it require so many certificates and such things to simply teach kids to not be felons? I mean, really, who are we kidding!