What makes you anxious?
I can tell you that job interviews make me anxious. Meeting new people with whom I have no idea if they will like me or not like me makes me anxious. Driving in traffic makes me anxious. Driving period makes me anxious. Cats and dogs loose in the street make me anxious. Anxiety is a killer.
Today, I went for a job interview. I don’t want to go into the gory details that no one cares about, but it made me anxious. I tried to play cool, but, in fact, I don’t have a job starting June 15. I have a brother’s wedding to attend in July… plus copious plans I’m sure I have to commit to. Now, I have no idea what the future holds… so, how can I commit to weddings and events when I have no idea where I will live? Will I be homeless, jobless, and lifeless?
OH MY GOD.
Teeth gritting… I scream. But, I didn’t solve anything. I just scared the birds.
So, let me pretend less and act more. I must live in the now and not worry about the tomorrow just yet. It is only March 25.